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How To Know Your Enemies in Endtimes

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How to Know Your Enemy In Endtimes    

  In the perilous, deceptive times in which we live, we  ALL face a serious human dilemma relative to a need for belonging, acceptance and sociability that challenges our commitment to the Lord Jesus Christ and our fulfillment of what He has called us to do.  The truth is that built into the human frame is a  desire to be liked, accepted  as well as approved of.

We  seek to fulfill that innate need through people pleasing.

I watched a movie written and directed by Lawrence Fishburne   that graphically makes my point.  Called “Once In the  Life” with two of my favorite actors—-  Fishburne and Eamonn Walker as the main characters,— these two men  played the part of  the closest of  friends  from “back in the day.” In fact, they  had  developed an intimate alliance from having shared the same prison cell when…

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There Are No Failures With the Lord.

By Pam Sheppard

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Those who call me for Christian counseling have the same refrain.  “I have not met my goals, I should have a better job, a larger home, everything I put my hands to fails, I have no abundance, no prosperity and I have not fulfilled my destiny.”

What is happening is that people who profess to be in Christ have not yet come out of the world in their thinking, as their yardstick for success is tied to worldly standards and assessments.  I have observed that too much attention is being focused on comparing oneself with the lives of others, which in itself is a worldly practice.

Coming out of the world in our minds and hearts is contigent upon living a crucified life. that is that we become trained, habituated in fact, to walk in the spirit and not fulfill the lusts of our flesh. Logically speaking, if the flesh is “crucified” or “dead” then it has no lusts to fulfill.

Here is how the Holy Spirit works to crucify your flesh of soul.

I like there word “soul” to explain this because flesh usually refers to the body. It’s in the soul where the work begins, and then the body obediently follows. Every word or phrase that has “self” in front of it is of the flesh, and for this reason—self absorption must be broken or crucified. Self is usually proud. Even in the most soft spoken, congenial, “go along to get along” people, there is a seething fire of pride hidden from view. Even a desire to seem more dedicated to God than others is pride. It must be crucified.

The Lord’s definition of victory in Christ  is simple.  All failures lead to spiritual growth.  All success is the culmination of the part given to each of us to fulfill the Lord’s purpose.  The part may be small or it may be huge.  It does not matter.  What matters is that each of us does His purpose.  The issue is this.  We need to be satisfied with the part we have been given and actualize it according to our personal connection to God’s overall plan.

If you are a person who insists that YOUR plan and YOUR course of action is usually correct, and you tend to struggle to have your own way, the Holy Spirit may set up roadblocks, on purpose and  designed to intentionally frustrate you and actually cause you to fall. You will find that in spite of all your efforts to succeed and prosper, you end up “off the mark.” . So you assume from all the wrong prosperity preaching that has permeated the religious world, that you are cursed, in need of deliverance. I hear this story frequently from people who seek my help to cast out a failure or poverty demon.In such cases, the Holy Spirit has set out to break their worldly  desires and their  lust for money and personal success.

There are several compatible scenarios both in the Bible and in everyday life today. Several biblical characters were brought into difficult circumstances and situations in order to renew their souls through the breaking or the crucifixion of their flesh. Many are listed in Hebrews 11, a chapter referred to as the “hallmark of faith,” including even Sampson.

When the hand of the Holy Spirit is upon us to break us, each of us will struggle with Him, based on our particular personality type. Some have temper tantrums while others throw pity parties. Others who are more intellectual will find that they are made to look foolish, even stupid. Intelligence may be broken down and crucifixion is experienced as sheer ignorance in comparison to the all knowing God.

Let us not forget people pleasers and the self-righteous. Simply put,  the Holy Spirit will see to it that all  of our attachments to the world and its pursuits will be broken. We will find that over time, our  inner circle of relationships and friendships will grow significantly smaller.  No one is calling us to invite us to the cook out.  We spend lees and less time “socializing” ad talking about trivial matters, which will be good for us in the long run.

As a pastoral counselor and coach, the Holy Spirit often  uses me with those I work with to challenge and confront every word that has self in front of it. Why? Because our souls must be renewed once we are in Christ. As such, whatever your personality type, the breaking is intended to cause you not to rely on feelings and emotions. Breaking or crucifixion will cause  to be committed to the intents and purpose of God. Simply put, this is walking in the spirit and not fulfilling the lusts of the flesh.

I could go on and on with the plethora of examples within my own life. Yet I won’t bore you with the years of incidents that I would have to wrack my brain to even remember. Rather, I will simply speak to the results of “dying to self.”

The most outstanding outcome is that out of what seems like nowhere, a breeze will fall upon you and blow peace into you. The result is a lack of stress, even a good 8-9 hours of sleep without struggling with demons all night.

The Lord says to the church at Laodicea, you are so self consumed that you are weak, poor, blind and wretched. And He would spit the lukewarm out of His mouth. To correct this condition, He advises us to buy gold that has been tried in the fire. To be crucified with Christ is to be tried in the fire. The result is pure gold.

So successful growth  in Christ is to not fear making mistakes, to throw all worldly desires and teachings upon the dung heap, and press toward the mark of your high calling, which s really God’s purpose for your life.  I have learned to relax, trust God’s power ans authority over all matters, and watch Him either fight my battles for me, of give me His power to fight them myself.  My ministry is a spiritual building made by the hands of many mistakes but no failures.  For He turns failures into successes once His purpose has been achieved.  Once I allow the  Holy Spirit to transform me from glory to glory, success is bound to occur.


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I Am Free from Secret Sins!


My entire ministerial life of 37 years, I was only a member and a minister in one denomination, from 1979-2004. I have no need to reveal the name of the church because “who they are” is not important. Only a microcosm, they remain bit players in the unfolding drama of the entire organized church. Forgiveness was not difficult for me in this instance and without any effort I was able to sincerely declare,”Forgive them Father, for they know not what they do.” Forgiveness also necessitates that we “own up” and take responsibility for our own mistakes. In my particular case, I understand why the Bishop desired for a long time to “put me out of the synagogue!”

In the Bishop’s  mind, I was bringing charismatic practices into the denomination that he loves—- whose traditions he is dedicated to protect. Yet, he neither protested nor did he take a stand when his own wife began to recommend a book to the entire denomination,— a book authored by a well known charismatic whose character has recently been publicly exposed.

Email commentaries that I receive from you the reader frequently mention “my transparency.” The reason why I can share as I do primarily is because I have no one to fear except God Himself. In other words, no one can hurt me by my self disclosure. I will never run for political office. I seek nothing from you. I do not seek your tithes and offerings. Nor am I seeking a following to join me in ministry. If you buy a book that sells for $25, the ministry gains $2. With little to gain and nothing to lose, I can be an open book without the anticipation of reprisals from anyone. Therefore, I lose no sleep over being “transparent.” My primary goal is that each reader gleans and benefits from the rough road that I have travelled as a born again believer in Christ Jesus for 42 years in a week!  3/20/2019!

Hopefully, my self disclosure will alert you to avoid some of the pitfalls. I consider my job to be easy primarily because I don’t take more upon myself then I am called to do. In fact, I sleep 10 hours a day. All that is required of me is to remain on the web and the Holy Ghost does the rest. The Lord’s yoke is truly easy and His burden is certainly light in my life today. I don’t even have to wrestle with demons face to face, as people are being delivered over the telephone, all around the world. day and night. In truth, the Holy Ghost is my only covering. I don’t have to worry about regional directors, bishops, or secular bosses and administrators or a husband to stand in my way. Not that I am against marriage. I simply no longer have the commodity of time to learn the ways of yet another man so as to be his helper.

Even though I am transparent, I make it a practice NOT to share the experiences of family, the local sheepfold and other personal associates without their permission. If I share my professional experiences with a client in counseling, the background of the client is camouflaged with no identifying information disclosed. Most important, no human being controls my income or my livelihood. Therefore, I am free to be an open book. It took years to get here and I relished it. As a state government worker, I once had to be closed and cautious but those days are over. The way I determine “what to share” is by the perceived needs of you, the reader. If I believe that exposing myself could possibly help you, then I share. If I don’t, then I keep my sins and my personal business between me and God. Only with Him am I completely transparent. Another reason why no person can pull my strings, is that I have never been “fearful.”

In conclusion, I believe the scriptures which reveal to me that my secret sins prior to being born again are not remembered by God, nor are yours, if you are born again.  So we all  need to learn to forget them as well. I have forgotten most of mine because it is built into my human nature not to be shamed based, nor to condemn others or myself.

SO I OFTEN FORGET WHO DID ME WRONG or even what they did.

I don’t minimize. I simply cut myself and others some slack. People are jealous of me for that because they realize that I am beyond either their criticism or their correction without God using them. I let people have their “opinions” but people with a critical tongue to bring me down I will cut out of my life with a quickness.


Sometimes an evil spirit is the culprit and we need to put him on the run and make him flee. This I do with ease.

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Fallen Angels and Near Death Experiences: THE WALK-INS

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Am I A Psychic or a Prophet?


By Pam Sheppard

I was recently asked  “if I am a psychic.” YouTube put that question in spam and it was deleted. Nevertheless, I addressed that question in the video.

Three  years before I was born again, a fallen angel, Germain, was training me to be a psychic. However,  I was snatched away from the occult the day I got born again.. March 29, 1977 at 4pm.  It was a Monday.  Most of my psychic powers left me immediately and suddenly, EXCEPT FOR HEALING. The power in my hands remained after I got born again. For the next 25 years,  I THOUGHT various psychic abilities WERE  FROM GOD, BUT THEY WAS NOT.

I was deceived for 25 years, a drop in the bucket compared to most churchgoers who are STILL deceived!!!

For example, I used to have divination dreams which revealed the future almost every day. Stupid stuff, like who would not come to work, who was gay, nosy stuff. Once I received and learned the truth in 2007, the healing power left my hands and so did the useless divination about the future. If I ever had any demons INSIDE of me, the Holy Ghost sovereignly cast them out without my knowledge or perception.

So no, I am no longer a psychic. Today, I am being groomed to be a prophet of God. Actually, I have been in training for a prophetic end time  calling since 1974. Today, I KNOW how to try the spirits to see if they be of God!!!!

A week ago, I was told the meaning of my life. My last secular job was in the field of corrections where I worked for 17 years.  Two weeks out of each month, I worked in prison 10 days a month for years. I entered each facility  with a badge and I was released at the end of the day, where I went to my hotel room.  I was also  married to a prisoner whom I visited every weekend for 8 years.

Recently, after a dream about the nature of that job, the Lord spoke to me as soon as I woke up and revealed the meaning of my life with the interpretation of the dream. What He revealed  is that my total 25 years going in and out of various prisons and jails as an employee and as a wife is symbolic of God’s purpose for my spiritual life right now. TODAY,  I GO INTO  SPIRITUAL PRISONS, SET CAPTIVES FREE, AND WALK OUT OF  PRISON DOORS UNSCATHED, UNTOUCHED BY ITS EVIL.

I am 75 years old. This is what the Holy Spirit revealed about me just last week that I did not know. Oh, I knew that my job is to set captives free from spiritual prison, but I did not know that my former life was a foreshadow of my work for Christ. My spiritual badge is the seal in my forehead that represents the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth. I belong to Christ. I represent Him in authority  given to me  as one of the Lord’s SPIRITUAL WARRIORS!!!!

So if you are a captive in even the slightest way or even  if you are seriously demonized, get in touch.  888-818-1117. Also check out my books at


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Stalked by Guardian Angels, Fallen Angels and Evil Spirits


We are literally stalked by them.  They are around us ALL the time. Guardian angels are for the elect only.  They protect the born again as long as we don’t provoke them with our free will, in disobedience to God.   They will fight for us as long as our free will does not resist them.  They will protect our blind side by opposing evil spirits when these entities from Satan try to distract, deceive and even destroy us.

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by | February 9, 2019 · 7:20 pm

Reflexions on Deliverance and Demonic Manifestations by Pam Sheppard

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How To Witness To Religious Churchgoers: Who Are the Birds?

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by | January 11, 2019 · 3:26 pm

To Die In Christ: What Does It Mean?

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in 2019, livin my best life at 75 years old!!!

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by | January 6, 2019 · 10:02 pm