I started out for 33 years of life an atheist. Once I had a ‘Damascus Road” type of experience with the Lord, I was sold out for Him. And it was two years—1979—before I attended any church. I went because I had 3 consecutive dreams of a local pastor, and all 3 dreams urged me to find this man, the late Rev. Lester. (not his real name.) Not once in more than 25 years did I ever consider that it was NOT God who sent me those dreams. I didn’t find out until AFTER I had finished my 4th book, “the Fake Jesus:Fallen Angels Among Us.” How did I find out? The Lord spoke to me and quietly said, “I did not send you those 3 dreams that sent you to that church.” Simple.
Why did He wait so long to tell me this? Well, I never asked Him. I kinda “knew” without asking. I needed to know the depth of perversion and depravity the organized church system actually is “from inside.” You might say, “I was a spy.” I was never really a part of the system because the demons in it recognized that I was a spy before I actually knew it myself. The Lord allowed a messenger of Satan to give me 3 dreams and several confirming signs that I was supposed to be there. I was a church person for 25 years, in ministry about two years after I first arrived. I was in a denomination where several churches in a region are “connected.” So I got to know about 100 ministers, about 10 percent of them as close regional associates.
Well, I knew it was depraved from the beginning. My first pastor was a closet homosexual who also practiced a Caribbean form of witchcraft called “obeah.” He was one of the first to die of AIDS in the early 80’s. Most of the ministerial elders that I had to submit my ministry to were depraved. Thieves, drug abusers, fornicators, homosexuals, child abusers, you name it, undercover and sometimes openly, they did it.
I stayed as long as I did because the religious demon assigned to me played a convincing game to prove that God had me in the system to cause the system to repent. So I was on my knees, sobbing, wailing and travailing for 25 years. When things only got worst, commonsense should have told me, “Hey Pam, Don’t you “get it?” God is not answering your prayers in this matter. Why can’t you ‘figure it out?’ If God has not answered your prayers for repentance for 25 years, perhaps it is because “the time of repentance is over. It just ain’t goin to happen, Gurl!!! Get up off your knees!”
I was pretty comfortable in the denomination in 2003. I had started my own church and I kept my self separated from the religious politics, and the Bishop did not particularly care WHAT I was doing. He treated me like I didn’t exist, and that worked well for me. Then one day, the Lord spoke to me in a dream. He showed me that “it was time to go.” He said “but let them PUT you out.” Since I was not in any kind of trouble with the upper echelon, it seemed implausible that they would put me out. Well 9 months from the dream, my name was removed from the denominations rolls.
Once out, I devoted myself to my online ministry which had begun in 2002 and to the church that I had founded in 1996. From 2004-2007, I waited for the Lord to send me to a different denomination, with my eyes on Full Gospel, non denominational groups. It didn’t happen. Then in 2007, the Holy Ghost spoke again. He compared the organized church to an inner city condemned building. In short, He said “I’ve judged it already and I am no longer there.”
I said to myself “this COULD be the devil. It was too incredulous for me to believe that the Holy Ghost was not in the church. I was in a state of shock. So I tried the spirits through the study of church history for one year. After that year, I knew I had heard from the Holy Ghost. He is NOT there.
Since God is not there, no point in ME being there either!
The details of my story are in the book, “Come Out of Her, God’s People.” It is an eye opener that should be a part of your library. It is an “ah ha” kind of book. It explains a lot about the organized church, its ministers and its members as well as “it plagues.” Also if you want to discuss this, your comments are welcome. If you already know I speak the truth, you are invited to enter into deliverance mentoring where you will be assigned a trained minister to be in touch with 24/7. Someone who will be much better for you than even an AA or an NA sponsor because this minister is trained in deliverance and in counseling. To receive a mentor, call 518-477-5759.