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The Narcissistic Personality and Spiritual Strangeness

When bordering on mental illness, a phrase that I have coined called “spiritual strangeness”can manifest in deep depression, the hearing of voices, visual appearances that are invisible to others and manifestations of narcissistic personality disorders of different varieties. (Where the demon of Jezebel is concerned, at the core of the mental illness is a pride system that reinforces false or counterfeit religious beliefs and practices. Psychic phenomena like telekinesis and astral travel emanate from the witchcraft side of the face of Jezebel.

As such, when supernatural manifestations are present, the spirit of Jezebel is generally the lead demon. The Jezebel demon is also at the root of self absorption, where legalism, perfectionism and self righteousness will progressively debilitate
the soul. I suspected that previously mentioned 92 year old Bertha was also personality disordered, particularly as it relates to her perfectionism and the confusion and despondency she experienced when even mildly challenged or suspected of being in error. Although Bertha manifested symptoms of perfectionism, a more classic influence of the face of Jezebel is more clearly evident in a professing Christian whose name I have changed to Pearl.

Claiming to be a doctor of holistic medicine, Pearl contacted me by email with a rather desperate and impertinent cry for a deliverance from an alleged physical infirmity that she believed to be demonic. She reported that she was without any physical strength, continuing to cough, vomit and remained without appetite. By virtue of her New Age profession alone, I was immediately aware that the spirit of witchcraft was definitely unmistakable. Moreover, the fact that Pearl professed faith in Jesus Christ while simultaneously misquoting the Lord frequently, I suspected that I was dealing with not only Jezebel, but perhaps the spirit of the Anti-Christ as well.

For example, Pearl views herself as “Christ-like”, not at all considering that her 30 year practice of homeopathic healing is an occult practice, nor would she consider
that her own beliefs could in any way be demonic. Working with a captive bound to the Jezebel spirit is no easy task. The complexity of the situation is that when helpless and in the middle of a crisis, the captive is usually cooperative and approachable. Due to the urgency of Pearl’s situation and the importunity of her emails and her phone calls, I overruled the steps and stages of my usual procedure. I confronted the demons by telephone in order to bring Pearl some immediate relief.

By reversing the process, I cast out the demon of torment first so that Pearl would be free to work on her other issues and problems. For example, her adult son had threatened to commit suicide if Pearl did not stop interfering in his life. As is the case with this personality type and the Jezebel spirit, Pearl’s life is one of chaos, instability, confusion and broken relationships. Once I exercised the authority of the Name of Jesus over the demon of torment, the spirit of Jezebel and the spirit of the Anti-Christ were clearly exposed, discernible in Pearl’s transparent self love and obvious sense of superiority. Pearl obtained immediate relief.

Interpreting her well being as a sign of a complete deliverance, Pearl backed off from any further counseling, disregarding and opposing all of my suggestions and comments that she was not at all “delivered.” With much debate and contention, Pearl conceded that “the Lord DID use me to set her free,” but she vehemently refused to address those underlying characteristics that permeate her very proud personality. Considering the length of time that she has been narcissistic, it is only logical that she would tenaciously defend her own self concept. Therefore, in Pearl’s mind, she is “as SHE says she is”—loving, giving, honorable, forthright, righteous, selfless, the perfect mother, superior—to name but a few.

It is apparent to me that Pearl is one of the unsaved professing to be saved. Notwithstanding, in Pearl’s mind, she is “Christ-like” even though she defied several of His words and His ways as evidenced in her emails. Once relieved of torment, the contradictions between Pearl’s actual character and her idealized image of herself became so obvious that it was amazing that she could not perceive it with her own self proclaimed intelligence.

On the contrary, Pearl is consistent in her ability to ignore the unconcealed. In fact, Pearl would only accept the reality of demons in her life as being sent to her through the jealous witchcraft practices of others, never once considering that she could be in any way responsible for her own torment. This inherent blind spot coupled with her adamant resistance to authority is the most serious obstacle to a complete deliverance. Furthermore, within her emails are numerous statements that would cause a knowledgeable Christian to seriously question her salvation.

Unwilling to be broken in spirit, the religious demon’s motive is self evident. Pearl’s solution is to do away with all demonic doorways of a personal nature by declaring herself “above it all.”Pride has hindered Pearl from taking a realistic assessment of those un-submitted areas of her soul. As Paul wrote, “God resists the proud but give grace to the humble.” (James 4:7)

Diverse spirits of the Anti-Christ assigned to each of us take advantage of our flesh by targeting the specific style of our own self deception. Word of faith believers are dealing with Satan’s cleverest teaching spirits, masters at psychology. Since religious invisible spirits study all of God’s people, evil spirits  know how to give us sudden flashes or insights on one or several scriptures woven together to suit our own particular persona.

To illustrate, there is no sufficient data to suggest that speaking in tongues is “a prayer language.” Therefore, seducing spirits with teaching gifts are adept at stringing together a few scriptures to suggest to those who like to pray that when they pray in tongues, they are speaking mysteries that only God understands. Little do they know that they could be sending forth curses against God’s people because they can’t interpret their own private utterances.

Moreover, those who strongly seek after signs and wonders tend to reason and accept various teachings without sufficient data and thereupon base their decisions on wrong assumptions. Even though I ministered in a traditional, denominational church, I myself was really a charismatic. In fact, my denominational colleagues mockingly tagged me with the name “full gospel” or “Pentecostal.”

Fully intimidated, those in the denomination were extremely upset that I spoke in tongues prolifically and that people fell slain at my hand or command in their traditional worship services. I also was known for my healing lines and for casting out demons. The denominational leaders were very suspect of me as “not being one of them.”

My case seems to be pretty classic. The typical demonic strategy is to make several promises about a future ministry. The form of deception used against me appeared to be worldly when under the surface, it was really spiritual. This is the danger for all true believers for we cannot depart from the faith unless we were actually “in it!” My keyword of deception was “power:” healing, miracles, signs, wonders, casting out demons, raising the dead, and predicting the future. Comfortable and familiar with supernatural power while I was an occult practitioner, it was easy for the religious demon to seduce me with “Christian” based power. As I look back over 30 years, I can plainly see “motive.” The fallen angel assigned to me successfully plotted and arranged to bring people, places and circumstances together in order to usher in sufficient instances of disappointment.

The ulterior motive was to use disappointment to cause me to ultimately reject not only my service to people but Jesus Christ Himself. Just to let you know up front, as clever as the strategy was, ——-praise God,

IT CAME TO NOUGHT!

By Pastor Pam of Pam Sheppard Ministries

According to normal  standards including my own, for God to choose me either for salvation or for ministry defies human understanding.  Here is the reason.  I was an atheist the first 33 years of my life. In fact, when I was 3, I refused to believe in Santa Claus! As a child, I stood against parents and grandparents, refusing to attend ANY church. My father’s mother called me a heathen and she was correct!!!!  By the time I was 33, I had attended church ONE time for non-religious reasons, and even then,  I ran out of there because I was extremely uncomfortable to say the least.

So you tell me! Moses was raised an Egyptian and had to go into hiding for 40 years because he killed an Egyptian.  As Moses stood before Pharoah commanding that he let God’s people go, I too am one person, standing up against the entire institutional church worldwide with the same agenda.  COME OUT OF HER, GOD’S PEOPLE.  DON’T RECEIVE HER PLAGUES!

Moses only addressed  Pharoah and the nation of Egypt. I don’t speak to the IC directly.  I speak to the elect  of God who are connected to  the entire religious system worldwide, some of whom  are  members of churches that are considered both righteous and good. Those who will hear me are a few, most of whom have already heard from God themselves.  For them, I will be the voice of confirmation. Even for the doubters, the confused  and even  the scoffers, I hit the proverbial nail on the head which is “Satan and his minions have already taken over the IC.  That is why you must leave!

 Moses had a rod.  I have a book “Come out of Her, God’s People,”  and more books.  I also have the anointed word of my mouth spoken over the telephone to offer prayer for those who are blinded by the world  and to  cast  out of demons by phone—-one person at a time, one demon at a time, one bondage at a time—anywhere in the world.

In this book, I present autobiographical info in the first 8 chapters. In the next 5 chapters, I reveal concrete spiritual and physical reasons as to why you need to come out.  My books are like a series:  Faces of a Religious Demon puts meat on the reason why you should “come out” with profiles and examples, the New Idolatry exposes the work of the seducing spirits and doctrines of devils, Be Delivered from Deliverance Ministry lays out one of the practices of seducing spirits, the Fake Jesus identifies who the fallen angels are and what they have been doing for centuries, and the Church of the End-time Zombies puts it ALL together, with strategy, agenda, and solutions.

If I were God, I would not have chosen me for such a task because I have no religious history.  It turns out that this is one of the most  important reasons why He chose me for this work.  Even though I served for 25 years as both a pastor and an evangelist in the IC system, I never incorporated traditions and practices into my soul.  Therefore, my detox was both quick and minimal.

So boldly and without reservation, I am called, chosen and sent to speak to the enemy on behalf of the saints to command the seducing spirits to  LET YOU GO!!!! If you are of the elect of God, I am sent TO YOU!!!!!

If you are one of those who “hears me in the spirit,” you can get in touch at  888-818-1117 or complete the contact form ABOVE.

Today I was happy to see Oprah Winfrey  campaigning  for Stacey Abrams for Governor of Georgia.  Oprah is at her best uplifting  a political cause that is of the flesh and is not spiritual.  I could certainly relate to her statement “I am an independent woman!”   Right on, Sister  Oprah.   Urging people to vote independently is a good thing which I support. Uplifting all women in this hour is certainly  in season.

Yet I recall what the Lord said:  “That which is flesh IS flesh.  but that which is spirit is SPIRIT!” I wholeheartedly support Oprah’s views in the flesh as they relate to politics and women’s issues.  However her spiritual views are occult. I could even hear in her campaign speech her spiritual belief in ancestor worship. Christians should not forget that Oprah is deceived into embracing the new age’s teaching of Christ consciousness.  Here is the truth.   Psychic power   is God’s power, PERVERTED by the devil.  It’s  CONTAMINATED,  DECEPTIVE.  Christ consciousness is a devilish religion., DEADLY IN ITS CONSEQUENCES!

LET’S BRING THIS CONVERSATION directly to YOU! Are YOU one of those “spiritual people” who dreams about the future, “and it happens?” Do you think of yourself as a person with “second sight” or even a psychic?  Were you steeped in the occult and whatever the circumstances, you found yourself embracing Christ?  I can relate because I can personally answer each of these 3 questions in the affirmative myself.

After 41 years in the Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth, I have learned a lot from my mistakes.  For even though He snatched me out of Satan’s hands on March 29, 1977, the enemy continued to pursue me, changing his tactics to religious deception, toward successfully causing me to assume that every supernatural message i received was from God. I was duped for 25 years!!!!

Having overcome deception, the most outstanding truth in my  warfare arsenal, is this.  If  prior to your embracing of Christianity,  you have had even the slightest background in new Age occultism, Eastern religions  or witchcraft,  YOU ARE A TARGET FOR DECEPTION.  Furthermore, if you have  accepted even one message from Satan as if it came from the Holy Spirit, you are a candidate for a deeper, more dangerous message in your near future. Be aware that the religious demon assigned to you will capitalize on your “psychic powers” as he deceives you with counterfeits of  the gifts of the Spirit.

If you are one who prefers to work on your own, I have written ebooks and developed courses from those books that will benefit you beyond measure.  If you would prefer the personal touch, call 888-818-1117 to set up a telephone session or complete the contact form below:

Relevant Readings:

The New Idolatry

Oprah Winfrey, a Purveyor of the Satanic New Age

By Pastor Pam Sheppard

My personal testimony of how I came to leave  the church is in the first chapters of  my book “Come Out of Her, God’s People”.  Most of my life I have been  open and transparent, caring less about what others had to say about me.    Lately,   I have become quite private and much more guarded.  I suspect that its a matter of  “increased wisdom.”  I personally wonder today if perhaps  in “Come Out of Her, God’s People,”   I may have  shared way  too much about my intimate  life.   In fact, I recall a few rather ignorant, jealous , ineffectual hypocrites attempting to take  advantage of my openness in order   to slander me.  It did not work. Actually,  it is difficult to  slander a person who is not bound by the world’s religious standards. Even so,  I am more guarded than I used to be.   Nevertheless, since readers  have reported  how much my testimony helped them,  I don’t regret writing the book. 

 In regards to when and how to leave the institutional church,  it has been  my experience that the Holy Spirit will inform you when it is time for you to make your move.  In fact, if I had not heard from Him in 2003, without a doubt, I  would still be there.  Why?  Because the denomination left me alone  to my own devices and as a result,  I was enjoying myself doing my own thing in ministry.  I was deceived into believing that  I had the best of both the denominational and the charismatic church worlds.

So at the season that  the Holy Spirit led me out of church, I was pastoring a work that I had founded myself in 1996 for about 8 years at that time.  Therefore,  it had never crossed my mind to leave the church because in my own mind, I viewed myself as “there but not there.”  So within my rational mind, it would be a mistake for  a minister of the gospel to leave the church  system after 25 years of faithful service.  I was not about to rock the boat on my own, as such an action was way  too  preposterous an idea–absolutely inconceivable.  I was settled and comfortable in the denomination, in spite of the fact that I had never really been embraced with open arms. Not only did I have  spiritual covering from a well-respected denomination that  left me to my own devices,   I also had almost complete independence to bring forth Pentecostal, word of faith teachings in a cold and dry denominational setting.

So what happened? How was I led out? 

First of all, I had a dream. A very clear, significant dream where the Lord actually appeared and spoke to me. I never saw His face, only his feet and the back of His robe.   I wanted to believe it was the devil because I didn’t like what I heard and saw in the spirit.  I was called by name. the Spirit said “Pam, I cannot use you in this place. You are a light— hidden under a bed.  You MUST leave.  But let them PUT you out!”

Put ME out?  This MUST be the devil, I thought to myself.  They can’t put me out.  I have been a faithful servant in this denomination for 25 years.!!!!

Well, I did not have long to wait. I was at the Y, doing my  afternoon lap swim  when my pregnant daughter came waddling in and screaming “they are after you, Ma! The denomination is investigating you.” I got out  of the pool, sat on its side and listened to my daughter’s emotional report.  She had run into the proverbial grapevine.

Yet this was not gossip.  It was true. My  dream was confirmed in less than a week. The denomination was setting me up  to PUT ME OUT. A hidden religious enemy,  a ministerial collleague targeted my website.  At the time,  I was exposing error among the mega preachers.  I was not running a smear campaign but where there was error, I was boldly calling names. The denomination feared that I would cause some multi-millionaire to sue them.  Ironically, an enemy that I had personally mentored had   secretly planted the seed of fear in the Bishop’s ear.  Since he never liked me in the first place,  the Bishop grabbed that seed and ran with it. Under the Bishop’s wishes, my colleagues in the district voted to  take  my name off the rolls, under the pretense that I did not send them the annual dues of $660.  I did not send it because I was purposefully facilitating my leaving by not showing up and also  not sending them the money!!!! I did what the Lord said.  I LET THEM PUT ME OUT!

It took almost a year from the day I had the dream in early July 2003 for  the denomination to remove  my name from its rolls on  June 25,  2004.  I remember the day I was “put out” because I had a  startling dream that very  morning. I saw my head under the chopping block. I was beheaded. With that dream, it was revealed to me  that I have the same ministry as John the Baptist: Like the Prophet John, my job is  to preach  repentance and prepare the way for the Lord’s SECOND coming.

Anyway, I still had my church that I had founded.  Since  the denomination  had not embraced my church, the Bishop   had no authority or power to close it.  So I continued leading my church, expecting the Lord to send me to another church affiliation or denomination.

Various sects and word of faith churches made me some offers. However,  it was quite clear to me that all they wanted was my money as well as  my attendance at their various meetings and conferences  so that they could obtain MORE money via conference fees.  These mega ministries also planned  to tax  my church and take for themselves a hefty percentage of our donations each month.  We were small and poor. I could not rob my own congregation to send   hard-earned dollars to an aloof, uncaring mega preacher’s ministry, just to pay to sit on the front row of some televised  conference.

So I waited 3 years. My  next sign  was more powerful than a dream.  I was wide awake.  I heard a voice in my head ask me this question, “Pam. would you put curtains up at the windows of a condemned building?”  I looked around to see if someone was there,  but I was alone.  I answered in my head “no.’  The voice continued. He talked for what seemed a long time.  Then He said “Pam. You are planning to travel around the world to conduct deliverance training seminars in any church that will open its doors to you.” I answered, “Yes.!”   I had already  been to a church in Lawrenceville Ga and one in Bermuda.

The voice then said “Well. Pam. Conducting seminars in any church is like putting up curtains at the windows of a condemned building, I have already judged HER.”

Now I did not want to believe that my 25 years in ministry was full of sound and fury, signifying nothing.  So I tried the spirits for one year.  Out of it came the book called “The Fake Jesus: Fallen Angels Among Us.  Even more books followed.  One conversation with the Spirit of God in 2007  led to a total of four more books, well over 1000 pages!!!

So for the next 14 years, I have gladly put 25 years of religious acts without power behind me.  In 2008, I  closed the church that I had founded after 12 years.  I simply put my religious past and all of  its fake fruit behind me,  moved forward, baggage free– following the leading of the Holy Ghost.  For the last 14 years, my life has been filled with peace, revelation,  real power  and wondrous anticipation.

If the Lord is leading you out and you want to talk about it, give Pam Sheppard Ministries a call at  888-818-1117 or  complete the contact form below:

A Sample Reading from The Church of the Endtime Zombies:

The Role of the Prosperity Gospel

Walter Wink’s model of assumptions reminds me of the prosperity gospel that started among American charismatics about 30-40 years ago and has spread throughout almost every denomination and non-denomination around the world. MacArthur adds meat to Wink’s assumptions held by worldly institutions, quite astutely expressed:

The prosperity message unashamedly calls people to place their hope in the passing pleasures of this world. Rather than denouncing wrong desires, it glorifies worldly lifestyles, feeds on sinful greed, and makes poppycock promises to desperate people: “Get right with the Lord and he will give you a well- paid job, a nice house and a new car.”

Walter Wink, Engaging the Powers, Fortress Press, 1992, pg. 95
MacArthur, Strange Fire, The Danger of Offending the Holy Spirit With Counterfeit Worship, 2013 Kindle

Actually, the prosperity gospel has armed corrupt ministers to exert rule and control over the masses as they insist that to prosper, all must sow seed to impress God. The seed is money in the form of tithes, offerings, donations and “giving to the pastor.” The “preachers” coerce the zombies to pay their tithes and offerings through a kind of fear-based coercive bargaining, — you plant your seed and God will cause you to reap a 100 fold blessing. If you don’t give, then you rob God and the fires of hell will burn hot for you.

In spite of this obvious scam, the zombies’ belief system allows them to make excuses for this flagrant corruption as leadership continues to pick their pockets.

 In “Engaging the Powers,” Wink points out that at any time, the populace can rise up and overthrow the world system by virtue of their numbers but rarely does this happen. The reason for it is deception.

Here is how the deception works. The churchgoing zombie has believed lies to be the truth. Then again, a victim to a lie has too much pride to admit that he was duped. Zombies, though victims of the institutional church’s delusional system of false doctrine and practices that clearly do not work, are nevertheless responsible for allowing the religious system to shape their souls. Besides hearing directly from God as I did, a zombie has the free will to use his or her commonsense and declare, “this mess ain’t workin.”

Ironically,  it is the zombie’s actual  financial ruin that causes us to recognize the elect. For the  Lord showed me several years ago that He shall make His chosen ones lose every material thing that they have acquired while they “sowed a seed” , in order to open their blind eyes to the fact that the prosperity gospel is a lie from the devil. If it were from Him then He would cause  it to work for His chosen ones.  By contrast, the devil is the one who on occasion  allows the damned to prosper, at least for a season.  He needs the prosperity of the hypocrites as a testimony to dupe God’s called and chosen  people to receive false doctrine and practices. 

Even though God  makes such a drastic statement to His zombies, He also gave each of us a free will. Our personal volition is the most important weapon to achieve and maintain freedom.

So it is simple. Make a decision.   STOP GOING TO CHURCH.

You don’t have to riot, sue, or maim anybody. You don’t have to stick around the institutional church to try to fix what is broken beyond repair. Understand that you gave your money to the devil and he is not going to give it back to you. Nor will the church or the pastor make good your losses. God will not bless your sowing or your tithing. 

So don’t just walk. —-,R___U___N!!!!!

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Gargoyles vary in their appearance.  I found a picture of a gargoyle who resembles the one who appeared in picture taken of me. Here it is.

I have seen fallen angels and demons on photographs at least 10 times or more over the last 40 years.  Never have I seen one of God’s angels so I don’t know what they look like. However, others have seen an angel covering me while I preached. I have been told that if I stepped left, he stepped left. If I stepped right, he stepped right. He is described as big, tall and fierce. 

I was born again in my apartment on March 29, 1977, at 4pm on a Monday. In 1978 or thereabouts , I counseled narcotic addicts and alcoholics in recovery at a 24 hour drug rehab in the inner city. I recall an incident  when a drunk client tried to attack me while I was alone at night  in my office.  He threw several punches  that landed about 1/2 an inch from my body. Finally, he fell to the floor, wailing and screaming. I let him sleep it off in the building and I did not call the police.  The next  day when he was  sober and in his right mind, the man said “you got  powerful spirits with you. My demons told me to beat you down. But when I tried, I hit something like plexiglass. I could not break through it to strike your body.”

THAT HAD TO BE THE WORK OF THE ANGELS GOD HAS ASSIGNED TO ME!

So check out this photo! 

 It was taken of me 37 YEARS ago  after I had delivered my trial sermon and was licensed to preach. It was October 25, 1981.

Once you enlarge the photo, you can see on  my left hand side in front of a brown wood-paneled wall, a huge head of a gargoyle. Turned toward me in a 3/4 profile pose, his green eyebrow is touching my left hand—-my healing hand. That touch gave me occult healing powers which I was deceived for 25 years to believe was God’s power. Once it was revealed that my healing powers were occult, I do not lay these hands on anyone. If it is the devil’s power, I don’t want it!!!! I no longer need to touch anyone.  All  do is ask God for healing of anyone, anywhere in the world, and by faith, the Holy Spirit backs me up!

One thing is for sure. All this particular gargoyle has been able to do to me  in over 41 years born again is in the realm of  deception, as my “messenger from Satan” specializes in false religion.  Perhaps my protective angel whom others have reported seeing has successfully kept me safe from the evil one. That one who covered me in what the addict called “plexiglass.” 

RELATED BOOKS

About 50% of the book “Come Out of Her, God’s People”  is autobiographical.  If I had not written this book, I myself would not be able to remember the numerous supernatural experiences I have  had over the decades. This book, though completely true, reads like a novel.

The book I wrote where fallen angels are the main focus is called “The Fake Jesus: Fallen Angels Among Us.  When I was completing the final draft about 10 years ago, in every sentence in a book which is over 200 pages, the word “angel” was completely wiped out.  Over 600 times!!! So I had to manually replace each word.  I must tell you that I missed a handful of spots.  So if you see the word “fallen” in a sentence as you are reading your copy of the book , in your head just add in “angels.” You’ll be fine as “the Fake Jesus” is my most  important endtime work.  Just be aware that one of my clients for deliverance reported that while reading “the Fake Jesus,”  the demon in her lifted her hand and hurled the book across the room.   Evil spirits detest the book as it exposes  more than they want us humans to know about them!!!!

Want to Learn More About These Creatures?

To understand  the agenda and the strategies of  the spirit of the Antichrist aka the religious demon, then you really  need all of my books.  Yet if you can only get a few, I recommend Faces of the Religious Demon and The Church of the Endtime Zombies .  These 2 books present actual profiles with findings, conclusions and spiritual warfare recommendations.  Also, check out any  one or all  of the 11 free online courses specifically designed to assist you with your self-study including   two e-books per course, averaging about $10 per ebook.

Supernatural  experiences with angels, devils and demons are described in my shortest book, Be Delivered From Deliverance Ministries.  So that you know up front,  I suspect that some of the tenets and practices of deliverance ministry were designed by Satan himself.  This ebook is only $5.

At Pam Sheppard Ministries, the deliverance coaching  staff is very approachable and responsive. If you need to be set free from evil spirits like that big gargoyle  above,  call 888-818-1117 or complete the contact form below: