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My salvation is clearly the most important thing that I have. It’s the only thing I own that no devil and no human being can take from me.  That is because    I am an heir. I treat my salvation as my pearl of great price. When everything was removed from me between 2003 and 2005, God spoke to me in 2007, a time when He proved to me that my salvation was all I needed in this life. 

salvation is clearly the most important thing that I have. It’s the only thing I own that no devil and no human being can take from me.  That is because    I am an heir.

 I have examined my   salvation at least three times according to II Corinthians 5:13, seriously examined it, because it was so supernatural. And the reason my salvation is  my only personal possession is because I never accepted Jesus into my heart. I never sought Him. In fact, I  did not believe that He actually was a literal human being that lived on Earth. I thought He was a myth, made up by the white man to keep my black  people enslaved with all of His meekness and turn the other cheek behavior,  which was not my  personality at all. I was not afraid of hell because I did not believe in hell either. I confess that I  I was both proud and adamant in my position as an atheist. 

So what i received was a call.

 The problem is that religious folk have “accepted”  Jesus before they heard His call. The call is not about going into ministry. The call is when God is reaching out to you to tell you, “I saved you before I created the foundations of the earth. I knew you when you were in your mother’s womb. Oh atheist Pam, you were an atheist for 33 years, but I knew you, and I called you.” And when you get a call, you get that call on a specific day and time. Now He may have been drawing you for years, and He definitely has sent angels to stand by and protect you to keep the devil from killing you before you heard the call. my day and time was Monday, March 29, 1977 at 4 pm. 

Everybody who is born again who is saved by God hears a call. And where does that call take you? It takes you to the cross. That’s where you gotta go. You gotta go to the cross. And you may not know then the victory of the Lord’s blood, the power of His blood to ruin all the enemy’s plans that he has for you, the power of that blood to keep you. That’s the meaning of baptism, you have been baptized into His death, into His cross and raised out of that water into His resurrection. Lord have mercy. The call will also take you to His resurrection.  The Holy Spirit will give you faith to believe that a dead man got up in the body He died in, and walked out of His grave alive, never to die again. 

It’s a call! So, those who want to argue with me on this subject, who want to say “well what about my will, what about my will and my decision to choose God?” You know that doesn’t even really sound right. How can we choose    God while we are yet dead in our trespasses and sins?

Let’s see what the bible says about this. What about your willpower in this? 

I asked myself  this question since I  was a person with a very strong willpower. In fact, I  stood against my grandmother every Sunday. There was a church and my grandfather was the pastor. As an eight year old, I stood with my willpower as a young child and said to Grandma Greta “NO, I’m not going to that church, I’m not going to your church. I don’t believe in Jesus, I WILL not go.” and I did not go!!! 

So what happened to my willpower when i got the call? It almost seems like it disappeared . I was just caught up, snatched up in the call. You say “prove it to me, show me in the bible.” Well look at   Ezekiel the 36th chapter. This is the prophetic words of God about the new birth. He doesn’t mention Jesus by name, but He does mention Him. He says, “I will sanctify My great name, I will take you from among the heathen.” And that’s what happened to Me , the one  my grandmother used to call a heathen. 

I was taken from among the heathen and gathered out. He says “I will sprinkle clean water upon you.” look at God”s emphasis. On all the “I will’s.” He says “I will sprinkle clean water upon you. I will give you a new heart, I will give you a new spirit, I will put a new spirit within you, I will take away the stony heart out of your flesh, I will put My Spirit in you, and I will cause you to walk in My statutes and you shall keep My judgments and do them.” 

And that’s what 38 years of my  life have been about. I  got caused to be where i am now. Why? Because He said “I will put My Spirit within you, and it is My Spirit within you that will cause you to walk in my statutes, and you shall keep my judgments and do them.” Lord have mercy. It’s the fear of the Lord, that Spirit within, that has caused ME  to be 38 years in Him. 

And then He says “I will also save you from all your uncleanness.” That’s what He does in Christ. Many have jumped out and said “I accept Jesus.” And so, since they accepted Jesus, then they have to cause themselves to keep the laws and the statutes and to obey God. It becomes a real work for them, but it’s a work without power. Why? 

They didn’t wait on the call. 

Wait on Him to call you. If you have a desire for Jesus Christ of Nazareth, then God is moving upon you. Wait for Him to call you. Don’t get duped into saying, “come into my heart.” Jesus Christ of Nazareth does not come into anybody’s heart. But the Fake Jesus does. If you need help,intact me at rescueonfb@icloud.com, because you are going to have to uninvite the Fake Jesus out of your heart, and you’re going to need some help doing that. 

Get ready to stretch your religious paradigm.  Today, while many are shouting, “Lord Bless Me”, it is clearly evident that much deception abounds!

 Pam Sheppard takes an unconventional look at spiritual deception by examining the practices and behaviors within and the institutional church, and sets up a very helpful model that brings hope freedom to sincere believers who find themselves captive to her.

 Ms. Sheppard does an exemplary job in answering the unspoken suspicions that many average day churchgoers are unable to decipher and/or are afraid to confront. She gives clarity to how the spirit of Anti- Christ operates, through what she describes as FACES of the religious demon. 

 My many concerns and questions were answered. For example,  as I was relieved to know that the Christianeze used within many denominations is not only  misleading, but more importantly,  that the jargon is evidence that a religious demon is present and responsible for creating doctrines that are not of God.  One specific example and a very popular one in the churches is “the name it and claim it”. Also, in the chapter called  Doctrinal Mixtures, I was enlightened by the fact that religious demons send messages to people, who then interpret the messages  as “confirmations.”

 So if you desire to walk in complete fullness with the Lord, as well as   acquire more understanding for the benefit of discerning the wiles and strategies of the enemy, this book will enlighten you to the subtleties of “the mixing of lies with truth”. I highly recommend it as end-time read. 

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THE CHURCH OF THE END-TIME ZOMBIES: A Guide to Religious Detox

Here is an excerpt:

The Religious  Addict

What is addiction? A simple and concise definition is that it is enslavement to  a habit or practice or to something that is psychologically or physically habit-forming, as narcotics, to such an extent that the cessation of the drug or substance causes severe trauma. It had been my experience in working for decades with addicts that a physical addiction can be controlled within 30 days.  However, in the addiction field, the recovery period for the soul takes at least a year. The soul also known as the ego in psychoanalyst  is quite mysterious.  It consists of both the conscious and unconscious mind, the emotions, the personality and its disorders, perceptions, likes, dislikes and the will power.  Consequently, addiction may start in the body but the real struggle to overcome it lies within our souls.

So too with the church addict.  From 90 days to 6 months, perhaps a year, the church addict’s mind must be re-trained.  False doctrines and practices  that the churchgoer has believed in  for decades must be challenged so that the soul can be renewed.  As God Himself has compared false worship to prostitution or whoredom , I am not out of line in making a similar comparison.  A church addiction can be compared to “good sex” with someone you know does not really love you.  Simply put, you get hooked to the thrill and the feeling.  Those of us who have never “been there and done that” wonder what the thrill is for a masochist.

 Masochism from a psychiatric perspective is defined as a condition in which sexual gratification depends on suffering, physical pain and humiliation gained from despair, deprivation, and degradation.  The perpetrator can be others or it can be self inflicted. Unfortunately, masochists are known to find pleasure in self denial and emotional pain.

So fallen angels and demons work  behind the scenes as they  use church leadership to implement  religiosity without power.  While the leadership verbally  beats the zombie both up and then down,    the deceptive strategy is   to lull churchgoers into a false sense of security-to rationalize and justify their behavior by concluding that avid churchgoing is not only  ‘the right thing to do,’ but that if they make the IC itself the center of their lives, they will please God and live fulfilling, blessed lives.  How the Lord plays into this scenario is that “the rats” preach  that the roaches or zombies will  find Him by going to church every time the doors are opened.  

When religious deception sets in, the zombie has already mistaken   faith in God for faith in his religion and in his church.  So they find shelter in both. Zombies become addicted to the feelings they experience out of manipulating people.  After all, religion produces good feelings, prestige,  self-worth, a sense of protection, as well as  an opportunity to feel like they are in control, when in reality, they are being manipulated and controlled by the religion itself.[1]

[1] Steven Arterburn and Jack Felton, Toxic Faith, Experiencing Healing Over Painful Spiritual Abuse, Waterbrook Press, 1991 Kindle 2001

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Although I had never heard of Reiki in 1975, as I look  back 4 decades, I realize today  that I was unknowingly  practicing Reiki techniques without really understanding what I appeared to  have  stumbled into on my own. Yet  I realize that it was no accident, for what  REALLY led me to occult healing  was the implementation of  the  hidden agenda and strategy designed for me by fallen angels.

Back in the day, I was called a medium.  Today, people who do what I once did are called channels.  I found that if I got still by shutting my mind down, when I put my hands on a sick person or body part, that something from them seemed to flow into me.  My subjects would also tell me that something from me poured into them.  When the force entered my hands, it was received as pain. I believed back then  that I received the pain from the sick  but that once I washed my hands, the pain left me and the infirmity left them.

I had several “subjects,” the first significant one being my grandma Greta who was about 85, dying from womb cancer. Every weekend, I put my hands on her belly and sucked out the pain.  She would rise and be her normal self.  When I left on Sunday, she was bedridden until I returned. I was not born again at that time, so I really did not have an understanding of what was going on.  However, while reading about Reiki, I believe I now understand.

My literature review describes   Reiki as consisting of placing hands on the recipient and then activating the energy to flow through the practitioner’s hands into the recipient.  This is exactly what I was doing 40 years ago and continued to do for 25 years in my “healing ministry” . As I pointed out, I was being groomed in the early 70’s to be a psychic channel.  So I can relate to what present-day Reiki practitioners describe as  what actually occurs in a Reiki attunement.

. All mediums or channels have spirit guides.  These spirit guides pretend to be ascended masters, the spirits of dead ancestors or “whatever.” What the assigned  fallen angels do is stand behind their “channels” and direct the entire process. Now when I did this, I was unaware that the spirits I was in communication with had any part of this.  I did not sense them or see them.  However, some Reiki practitioners report that they either feel the presence of these beings very strongly while others report that they can actually see their spirit guides.

Healing is a good thing when it comes from the Holy Spirit.  So it followed that once I became born again, I just naturally  transferred my healing technique  into  my Christian ministry. I did so without question  because I saw that the Lord Jesus Christ spent most of His time on earth healing the sick.  I wanted to use this power to do the same.  However, to add the Lord’s name to a practice that is not only Buddhist but also demonic, after 25 years of ignorance, I stopped putting my hands on people. I have learned that the practice of Reiki is one of the more common ways that people enter into altered states of consciousness, opening up their chakras to evil spirits.

As a result, I find myself working with the devastating aftermath of Reiki attunements as well as the outcomes connected to therapeutic touch,  contemplative prayer and spiritual formation. People who are sane become irrational, manifesting strange thoughts, dreams and visions that run them crazy with fear and torment.  Then there are these strange physical symptoms that vary but are difficult to describe. Here are a few messages I received from tormented Reiki recipients:

I have a daily thought that satan has my soul. My family has rejected me. i have had several attacks and the doctors tell me I have a mental illness. In reality I can tell you there have been things I have seen. I saw a lake of fire and orange light going into the heavens. I saw smoke with dark spirits. People will talk with me then there seems to be a shift as if I am talking with
a demon.

I was surrounded by many demons that were taking my soul. It felt like my mental capacity was being demolished while at the same time, my energy was being taken. While in a room with people, it felt like they were taking my soul or breath. When they would touch me, it felt like something was happening inside my body.

Why is this happening?  Well, most Christian churchgoers believe that if something spiritually positive is happening, then it must be God.

It ain’t necessarily so!!!.

SHARMILA BORKAR is the author of the newsletter. She has a fantastic, miraculous testimony of deliverance and salvation.